femmerabbit

i'm frankie (they/she), a 17 year old femme girl residing in the southeast U.S. 💌

please see the right side of this box for my blog/diary/what-have-you, and the buttons on the left side of this box for other pages (which may or may not be done...)

11.19.2025 🧺 5:01pm 🐇 feeling: whatever

i wish my dad would stop telling YKW to apologize to me or 'fix our relationship'. i've told him like a million times that there is nothing to be fixed. if she tried to talk to me i would yell at her. and tell her how much she disgusts me, what a nasty horrible brain-damaged person she is. which is all true. even when i was a little girl she got off on being a bitch. would brag about being a bitch, using that word, act like she was so cool and edgy for being a shitty person. and then my dad will be nice to her again like 2 seconds after fighting with her, what's even the point man just stop

11.17.2025 🧺 9:24am 🐇 feeling: contemplative

i'm not really a fan of the rhetoric that gets spread around about lesbians being serial daters/all lesbians being connected via exes & sleeping around/etc.. hand-in-hand with the whole 'lesbians are never over their exes' stereotype. i'm sure it can be true in some aspects, but for the most part i believe if you're really not over your ex, you need to stop trying to date & learn how to live with yourself without having a partner. i notice a lot of people jump from relationship to relationship because they cannot handle being by themselves, they need the validation of having someone who even just tolerates them. a lot of people need to get over this

i'm not really interested in dating until i've settled into an adult live (so, when i'm in college & hopefully have stable finances.. but who knows lol) and a lot of people like to make theories about me either being secretly 'thirsty'/desperate (not true) or about me secretly being aro/ace (again, not true). i don't understand why constant dating has become the norm, and why people aren't allowed to enjoy being on their own. i can't stand serial daters & being around that sort of person exhausts me. i hope, when i'm older, the lesbian dating scene isn't as bad as people say it is

11.14.2025 🧺 6:44pm 🐇 feeling: disgustingly nauseated

i found out disgusting news about something i can't get into on here because it would require me typing up 2+ years worth of background context. but it is disgusting

11.13.2025 🧺 12:17pm 🐇 feeling: excited!

today.. i've added a music player, cursor hearts, floating precious moments clown & smooch beanie baby.. and lace boxes that will eventually navigate to other pages ♡!! i'm not sure if i'll work on any of those today... i might, but i don't keep myself on a schedule regarding my hobbies, so it really just comes down to if i feel like it or not

anyway, i'm so so so excited for the winter & holiday season.. i'm not religious (i prefer spiritual, if anything), but i'm in love with the smells and flavors of christmas.. and i love christmas lights ^.^ it doesn't get very cold where i am, but i love chillier weather and i can't wait to move to a place where temperature changes actually occur for each season. i've never seen snow in-person before, so i'm excited for that, too... even though everyone who lives in a place with snow says that it's horrible ><

11.12.2025 🧺 7:45pm 🐇 feeling: still average

my only evening update is that i decided to take out saying i want to make friends, because i know myself, and i really don't. i'm very picky with who i enjoy interacting with, and the truth is that most people really get on my nerves.. i don't really care if people see this page, anyway, i just wanted to have a space to talk about things without getting crucified by online spaces that dilute terms and have no idea what they're really talking about! i think tomorrow i'll add buttons to navigate to other pages, and hopefully write some of what's been on my mind, but no promises! i have to have a call with one of my teachers tomorrow, and of course continue with my schoolwork, so that'll likely take priority. note to self: add images around.. and a cursor effect, maybe ^.^ and a music player!

to add, honestly, i think i would like to make friends, but i really just don't like most people.. i plan to move away from my city in the next year or two, i don't really enjoy the upkeep of online friendships with timezone differences, and my city is a retirement funland - meaning, nobody i would befriend would be here. these circumstances make me just want to keep the friends i currently have, and only begin to make new friendships when i move

11.12.2025 🧺 2:24pm 🐇 feeling: average

well, i haven't quite completed this index page, but i figure there's no better way to test things than to write an actual entry ^.^ today, i've done my schoolwork, gotten my steps in, coded this page, and as i write this, i'm re-watching blood tea and red string, my stop-motion favorite! soon, i hope that i'll be able to write about the butch&femme identities, and possibly make butch&femme friends around my age, here. i'm not the most social girl in the world, but i would love to meet others who are like me.

in other news, i've only needed my albuterol inhaler once thrice... T_T today, which is nice annoying! long covid is evil!

maybe i'll have more to write in the evening.. for some reason, the page has now become super laggy.. i'll have to figure that out

turns out it was the baby blue drop shadow on the container >.< had to get rid of it!